The specter affliction

Now look what the infinity brought,

again in a spider net I'm caught,

in my mind there's one painful thought,

a pain that I have never sought.

Turns out that to myself I'm unknown

and I'm rolling in the same old cone,

I knew there's something we can't postpone,

it was time for it to be shown.

If you are my mirror now I wonder,

I lied to myself and that's my thunder,

I saw a reflection - another blunder,

I feel there's something I can't put under.

A minute of peace I desire

so I leave and transpire,

even my peace is a mire,

you're the water and the fire.

Now I've lost the track of time,

that's the high point of my crime,

I am ruptured by your chime,

I wanna get out of this lime.

I can see the slightest peace of gleam,

I have lost my mind in a peculiar dream,

I guess it's already time to seam.

You still there? - that was the theme...