How far can I be pushed towards this,
to stare upon the scary black abyss,
not knowing what details do I miss?
This darkness and fear give me no bliss.
Even when they lighten up the trap,
they put more worries in my lap.
The abyss is deep, I can not wrap
my thoughts in silent peaceful nap.
Don't know how to cope with these stuff,
doomed always to know but never enough,
always to drown in the deep slough,
always to sound like I joke and bluff.
