My empty mind is screaming in silence.
It's not depression nor aggression.
It's not hatred nor desperation.
The apathy is not enough to describe it.
I just don't know what am I thinking...
I have no wish for anything,
I have no energy to breathe.
If only I knew what's happening,
I'd runaway from it.
Dunno how to change everything,
dunno what I want.
It's like I sleep with open eyes,
it's like I feel with closed heart.
I carry on like a lost soul without a body.
Is my body here? Am I still alive or am I dreaming?
Is it psychics or physics
that's causing me this lost of consciousness?
Something hurts but I don't know what!
Someone pushes me but I can't see him!
I hear voices but I can't listen to them.
I write words and I forget them.
Is it my hands that's writing?
Is this my body that I'm in?
That's it!
It feels like I'm not in my own body,
it's like I don't really feel what I feel.
Someone else possesses me now,
someone is stealing my soul,
grabbing from it's material!
COMATOSE...
Ok, I finished it already, now what?...
